“Life doesn’t allow us to go back and solve the things we did wrong in the past, but it does make us better every day than last time.” ~ Unknown
It’s interesting to see how your lifestyle is at the heart of your belief system from day to the next world Change. Sometimes you don’t even notice that it’s happening, which is even more interesting. One day, you wake up and realize that you are new, your old self is lost, and you have found your new self.
Let me take you back to all my changes…
I live in a typical box, working hard, hard, super accomplished, and need all /do-it-it-it-it-it-it-it-all Kid. As a person who grew up in a scarce person, the imminent clouds have allowed me to pass every decision, and the foundation of my mentality, especially about “success”, is based on external achievements. Almost as if I was checking the box outside, it would somehow magically bring me a sense of inner peace.
When I was in my first grade, I got my first 100 instead of 102 on the test and got an extra credit. This is still a perfectly acceptable grade for most people, especially children. (And only first grade – who cares, right?)
I did it. I care very much, too much. I completely collapsed and beat myself up for an extra credit issue not good enough/smart enough. I feel like I need to punish myself is not perfect, so obviously, I’m a little bit Ambitious, To say the least. With two parents who are accepted and supported, this high level of effort is to fight for greatness.
I need to work hard inside. Now That way I can enjoy after. I accepted the idea that XYZ completed in the most influential and unrelated life decisions.
When you are so deeply immersed in a cycle of unachievable reward systems, when do you have a real moment to really enjoy your life? Through continuous efforts to live life that cannot be achieved in the future, I learned that there will always be more Can In doing so, this can prevent you from living a fulfilling life in the moment. exist Now Always better after.
With these beliefs, I’m on the road to overwork because the only purpose I didn’t align with was to enjoy a moment on my days off and there, actually doing what I love, and it made me feel alive. Unfortunately, this is the expected lifestyle for many people today.
It was a while for me, and this mentality has bothered me for years… until everything has changed.
My life outside remains in the whirlwind of this unhealthy circular behavior. The waves flow, the cycle ends, the sun rises, and my grandmother gets worse by Alzheimer’s disease.
This is the moment that makes my past beliefs learn and the implementation of current values. Her disease was a trigger for God, transforming from my life to Life.
To take you through my grandparents’ journey, remember those “movie loves” you think can only exist in the realm of faith. You can love Feel Just looking from a distance. That’s what my grandparents did. Young love – no age.
He is a man with three jobs, she is a working woman who raises two children. They put their current time in life for the children (the children they have and the children they live in their own hearts).
When I existed, they had lived the mentality I once believed so firmly. My grandparents worked hard, the blue-collar tenacious person, so that when it came, life had settled down, they could at last Enjoy the life they have been waiting for.
As work ends, it seems that life has begun. These lovebirds travel around the world with money-making money, eager to see it all. That’s the plan – work hard now, work hard later…until later encounter illness and therefore never live.
My grandfather was a healthy man who watched his body betray him, and as cancer entered, his hope remained. As I have observed, this situation is worse than watching that woman create the pain of life with forgetting her life.
My grandmother moved from an active, active woman to a child who needed to feed, dress up and bathe. It doesn’t seem to matter as my grandfather struggles with her own health problems and is trying to take care of my mentally lost grandmother. Money, time, hard work – just that, it disappears.
Looking at regret, pain and heartbroken, the importance of the person I love so deeply was more like a full body revolution that began to spin inside me. There is nothing more curative than seeing a person who lives from beginning to end.
This critical moment shocked me at the core. It woke me up in amazing and subtle ways. Regrets are shrouded in the air to remind people that life is supposed to be alive today.
I was forced to understand that I could not or did not want to save my life later. enjoy back, Life and feeling in the future. Because what if my “later” ends up like them? Unfinished and lost, only staying in their dreams, not in their reality.
With these heavy understandings, my lifestyle began to reflect this lesson. A lesson that may never come later, life will not wait for you.
So, I’m here today. Writing to you from Italy is a girl who packs up her life and leaves one day. As a girl with dreams, experiences, creations and Really alive.
My plan made a lot of money, went to school, and created careers that could not satisfy my soul and soul. The experience of seeing the world, making big and brave decisions, and laughing in heartbreak and massive transitions– Alive. I feel alive. The life that used to be trapped in a box, a box that wasn’t mine to me, made me very young – now it’s gone.
Today, I live not only freely, but for them. For teachers who came to me in the form of grandparents, I realized and knew my soul. Even if they are no longer here, I still live for them.
Life turns, we cannot expect, turn around and live outside our range. We don’t know where we will be, who we will be with and what we will be doing there. But what we know is that we need to come for it with all our hearts and minds.
It may not be what you expected to beIt may not exist at all. So, even if you are scared, take the opportunity. Play in the rain, make people live, sing in their lungs, and then dance like no one is watching. Because there is nothing like living now. This is what we have.
About Gabriella Barone
Gabriella is an intuitive being who always wants to connect with the world around her. As a holistic life coach, she uses various methods such as yoga, reiki, inner child recovery, etc. to connect/reveal. She is a student and teacher of life and always wants to learn and learn. She has a unique perspective on life, and she is here to share her beliefs and trigger something new among you. gudanceWithGab.substack.com.
